Beacon

Universe;
I need that
Uncontrollable Joy
That centred my life
To come back to me

That light in my soul
That warmth in my veins
The healing energy
That made me
Addicted
To life
Has gone..

I feel
I am dimmed
From the bright beacon
I once saw myself to be.

How have I
Gone
From Lighthouse
To Street lamp
No longer able
To light the way
For those in
Lost far away
In Darkness.

Has my light expanded
Or has my perception of space
Changed?
Or
Should I be selective
Of who I light up for?

Universe;
What should I do?