theunusualfirefox

My heart is somewhere over the North Atlantic, flying further away from me. My soul cries out To be reunited But my heart is too far to be heard, Too silent And I cannot heart it's beat. My soul in anguish, screams and echoes, Across the world. Fading into the night sky Falling like a waterfall of stars Into an abyss of emptiness To be my home Until its return. It's a hollow thing to be left behind; An emptiness That can't quite be filled A puzzle unfinished A life incomplete A soul half formed by your absence. I am wandering Dazedly Moving Only because I remember to Speaking Only as its required My body still functions, My clouded eyes s

Tell me you understand And you have more sense Than I When I sail into dangerous waters That coats my starboard side With a violent type of wave. What were you thinking When you laughed And surprised, you glanced Toward my sail That was flying dangerously In this gale you have created. (Have mercy.) However, my anchor Will stay strong And keep me stable And I will ride out this storm And try to forget it ever came While I repair the wreckage To the hull You so obviously Annihilated.

Universe; I need that Uncontrollable Joy That centred my life To come back to me That light in my soul That warmth in my veins The healing energy That made me Addicted To life Has gone.. I feel I am dimmed From the bright beacon I once saw myself to be. How have I Gone From Lighthouse To Street lamp No longer able To light the way For those in Lost far away In Darkness. Has my light expanded Or has my perception of space Changed? Or Should I be selective Of who I light up for? Universe; What should I do?

Dear divided heart Too long have you suffered In maddening silence That screams with the voices Of dead graveyards Of empty highways Of ghoulish houses And deserted streets Oh my, Dear divided heart You are too fragile From the beatings That pulse through your veins That pulse from that Unknown heartbreak That has left you Divided You, My dear divided heart, Have been alone too long And felt the emptiness Of the deepest abyss And loneliest isolation. Roaming for too long To find companionship And oneness Once again. So, My dear divided heart I want to give you A meaning A purpose A counterbalance And con

It's been Seven months Since you Graced the world And were Applauded and Cherished in the hearts Of all who loved you It's been Seven months Since you were The Master Of your Own life Without that barred Cage That held you Immobile. It's been Seven months Since you lay Dying In a room Across the world Too weak to Speak one last time. It's been seven months Since you left this world In search of another That could only hold the Joy That you kept So close To your heart. But in these Seven months Have you felt How slow Time has creped Away From me Or is it an instant Passage for you? Too long h

It hurts That you can hurt So far away Yet so close to my heart. I'm crying That you can't Hear me That you're not Responding It feels like I can scream and scream and cry your name and you wont know  I am   here.... I can't feel Anything and I wish I could be with you In case you get better In case you get worse But I'm stuck Alone Across the world While you fight The battle On the inside Paralysed By your injury Chained to your bed Suffering in silence Unable to be heard.

How peculiar the feeling when someone unknown, a stranger could understand you so thoroughly and inspire you so passionately into becoming who you've always meant to be. How marvelous the gratification when that someone wishes to see you succeed beyond your potential and you feel like they have been missing from your life up until now. How perplexing it is when you fathom that person as they feel like they have known you and have been watching you your whole life. How humbling the thought that you will beyond your might and desperately wish to make them proud of you. How life-changing the catal

I give you My feverent welcome Back into the world. It has been too long Since we felt you Among us. Thank you For coming back To grace us with your nature And good will. Your compassion Spans your lifetimes As they are evident In your little Smile. Because you And only you Could cure her Of the sickening illness That plagues And takes rapture in her pain.. Because once You Came back Being old friends You comforted her When we could not You loved her When she didn’t believe And completed her When the others left Blackened, charred and unfulfilled.. So thank you O’ kindest of Earls For bringing he

I wish I had the might The awesome unholy power To grab the seconds that tick by And shove them into a glass. Save them for all of time to hold So that nothing could wither or get old So that maybe you’ll live again So maybe you’ll be here again. So maybe you would never have to die… I wish I could Grab the sand That seeps through the hands Of that retched person who controls time And slap them till their senses return Because nothing is more cruel or harsh Than the echoes of laughter Ticking faintly as it moves further away From your memory I wish I could Hold you once Once more before you pass away aga

My beloved You are And always will be Two men side by side To the FIRST – the First of all feeling The euphoric heart racing new buoyancy   The First of all death Excruciating pain filled numbness To the SECOND – the first of all truth The feeling of fulfillment laughter and light The balancing act, the counterweight in my life. For you both are like Night and Day For nothing could be closer to the truth. Two Loves. One shadowed in Night. In Pain. One glistening in Light. Purest of all. Yet both felt with the same intensity For after my rebirth into the second love The First will always echo my fears For losing th